whatt'ta do?

Everyday can be a challenge, and im really facing another now. But trying to stick to what i believe i feel like im just ruining everyones fun:( and i don't want to be the annoying bitch getting in everyones way and spoiling things... but i don't want to have to change my beliefs to suit others. I wish i everything always had a answer, but i feel its down to me to seek one out...And the hardest thing about looking for answer is you mite get lost on the way there or never find what your looking for...